Tuesday, January 15, 2013

AHHH *back in ipoh my town.
even atm,
i still couldnt believe i met EXO in person.
OMFG and it wasnt really easy to see them OR even catch a glimpse of them for a few seconds.

This will be a really long one.
i need to spend an hour or two to write it all out.
MY EXO FEELS T^T

So we boarded the bus on 0114 1130pm
then when we reached airport it was only 320 in the morning .__.
Yeah we estimated the wrong time, but its ohkay, since its our first time there.
we walked around the place , exploring and making assumptions which entrance will our idols use.
there were some small groups of fangirls here and there.Not many though.

the 5 of us were like homeless people we sat on the floor at the arrival hall.
Ppl come and go,staring at us like we're weird.
If they are conscious of whats happening, they would say : GANGNAM STYLE or KPOP SUPERSTAR
I know we all have that FANGIRL look, its too obvious XD they couldnt just ignore us like that.

Had breakkie at macdonalds 4 in the morning. 
This caused me a bloated stomach T^T
waited the whole morning and we kept looking for spots to charge our phones and ipads.
 Ppl on twitter and weibo posted bout the flight info.
infinite 4minute and B1A4 were rumoured to reach here at 430 0114.
uhm not really a fan of those 3 kpop groups, i know they exist.
i listen to their songs, just dont stan them. :) 
but still i'd want to see them if i have the chance , why not ? 
And we saw local reporters unnies! they revealed only a bit of the infos they have.
 did a small interview with us but we didnt allow them to take our photos HAHAHA.
Too shy to see our faces on the papers. .__.

in the afternoon FINALLY fans started to flock in.
we had already secured the front part of the barrier at the arrival hall.
we stood there starting from 12.it was sucha excruciating long wait.
we took turns to go toilets and buy lunch.
and when the time is near, we saw GDA staffs and security guards and airport police doing preparation.
Reporters from korea got ready with their cameras on, they recorded cams of us shouting and waving to the camera >< 
whenever there was a big group of people walked past infinite fans would all go " AHHHHHH "
giving us wrong signals. Dayum,just dont shout at random people okay.
Lee Chong Wei, Lee Yong Dae and some sport icons came out. that was totally out of expectation!
LOL we all gone wild and shouted their names! my god lyd is truly handsome,no joke.lcw looks tall in person he was taken aback to see the crowds XD

The clock showed its 6,1.5 hours since their plane landed in msia, why aint they out yet ? 
i grumbled a little in my heart, cause legs were highly fatigued and i could hardly move.
fans behind jailed me in between the barrier and their bodies all the time, they just lean in too near. >< 
To make it short , we were FOOLED. polices said THEY SUDAH BALIK THEY LEFT BY VIP
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF we all believed cause we saw some guy in suit , a korean man, 
directing the guards where to stand, and hes been telling us to behave.WTFFFFFF.
so fine, we were really speechless cause we didnt aim to see them at first.
wanted to try out our luck. then we rested afterwards.

at night , they allowed fans to sit in rows around the VIP area.
B1A4 came out from nowhere, fans were hyped up. >< guards are TROLLS!
we didnt go to sit there cause we know, we would be controlled by the time we have our butts on the floor.
guards wouldnt even let fans leave their seats.
we talked to a few exo fangirls while hiding in the toilets.
guards are too clever they would approach fangirls and persuade them to sit down.><
then only we got to know exo is arriving at 5 in the morning
FML T^T T^T T^T i quickly called back to the bus agency here to make arrangement again.
already changed the time once to 230am and now we postponed it to the next morning 900am.

 Then after 950 lotsa kpop groups arrived in KLIA.
i kept strolling here and there with sis's friend.
somewhere far from the guards cause they'd chase us away ><
screams were loud and we know it must be beast !

i ran all the away from the departure hall and then stopped at a spot!
fangirls screams were louder than ever, i recorded a short video of beast walking past the fans!
Doojoon waved at fans, thats all i saw. HAHA tbh hes really handsome in person!!!
went out to the entrance and there their vans were all standby waiting.
Huiyi held her beast official towel, and yoseob waved back at her like a kid. :) 
Later on ,i saw goohara jungshin yonghwa yesung eunhyuk :) 
Yesung is very very goodlooking,T^T if hes still my bias i would die of his hotness.

then the chaotic airport went back to its normal mode,
police asked fans to go back, they say "HABIS HABIS" "SEMUA BALIK"
ohkay but we're definitely not going back kyahahahahhaa.
spent the night at kopitiam we drank coffee and had some refreshment.
chitchatted with our new friends. napped.

This is the first part.
Its really a long story .____.
LOL



Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Holidays

9 months of holidays are so long. So I've been keeping myself occupied. I work as part time worker from Monday to Saturday. Uhm work isn't really tedious just that I get bruises and cuts and wounds very easily. Hands are cacated right now. But then scars are healing slowly. Errr my co/workers are mostly Malay Indian and Chinese. It's sorta like satu Malaysia over there at my workplace I gotta converse with them using my not-so-fluently-spoken Malay hahaha I stutter a lot when I fail to phrase a sentence :)nvm I'm still learning very hard now. I get along with another Malay girl who also happens to be my peer. And one thing that makes me so saddddd recently is that this friend of mine who I treasure a lot. She's back in the town now due to sem break . And I tried to ask her out but the outing didn't seem to be on. Part if the reasons is that my working hours are quite long I can't squeeze time in between to meet up with her. I wonder did she ever bother to see me in person? Since its been quite some while we've last met each other. I feel so touching when another BFF of mine tried so hard to see me before she went back to her institute. She even drove me back and forth and we had a nice chat at a cafe. Sighs. Tmr I've to get my ass to the workplace again :S work is dreadful when u don't enjoy even a bit! And don't like socializing with hypocrites over there. Too much drama you people! Ohkayyy so I've let it all out I feeeeeel so much more better ! :)

Saturday, December 22, 2012

欧,好久没来涂鸦。
考试终于告一段落了。
精彩的高中生活也落幕了。
那窄窄的校裙我多想扔了它。
也没有烦死人的一堆校规约束着我。

染了一头褐色的头发。
感觉挺不错。
那让我觉得我与校园生活脱离了。
那期待已久的自由。
我现在拥有着。

近日来的心情是复杂的。
喜悦中总伴着那一点哀愁。
我到底是怎么了._____.


说一说我饭韩娱以来的心情。
以前喜欢的韩团都是只是纯粹单纯的喜欢。
喜欢得很理智,不会真的要想尽办法去看他们。
也没有脑残。
向来idol是idol,我是我,偶像和生活可以分得很开。
完全不可能有交集点。
偶尔人来疯就会沉迷于某团。
可是热情来得快去得也快。
往往留恋一个idol的时间都不会长。

可是今年理智的我竟然变脑残。
无可救药的脑残。
exo是我大爱。
今年是很拼的一年。
我还懂得苦中作乐耶哈哈。

他们每天干啥去哪
我都有在关注。
就算我没时间上线。
我妹都会跟我说。
因为她比我更严重.____.

没事也会看看文。
刷刷微薄。
话说我以前是呆呆的饭韩。
王道文是有多好看我竟然不知道。
哈哈哈哈。看了以后我都变腐女了!

下个月我会去看他们。
就去国际机场堵他们。
想看他们的心不死啊!
他们不回归我就死死的等!
他们不回归我就哭着看久图。
他们不回归我就带着他们的主打跨年。
他们不回归我就我就。。。。
我就
只能等啊不然叻

疯狂不趁现在。
难道要等我人老珠黄。
才来当老阿姨饭吗。
哈哈哈哈。
所以谁也不要拦我!

我话太多。
哈哈。
下次再说。
:)

腐笑!TT 已死,勿念。






Tuesday, September 25, 2012

intended to write a post in chinese.
LOL but it would be very time consuming.
as my pinyin deteriorated ever since dont know when.
and just to confess smtg to my blog.

actually, i wasnt really happy in sch today.
cause uhm, the result slips were distributed i got mine. 
never in my life i have got such low rankings in class.
i usually stay in the range of average rankings.
so im an average student. not too good and not too bad either.
but why this time T.T why . its my trial. RAHHHHHHHHH .
ARH imma study seriously and dedicatedly or else i will be in deep shit !
results are so fcking bad i dont even wanna tell it here
*embarassed much*
and then my school has this uhm, culture.
to public everything , your result , your rank your CGPA blah blah. 
on the notice board. T^T 
*digs a hole and hides myself in if i can* 

Somebody save me.
somebody save me.
somebody save me.

if there's somebody.

but deep inside i know,
im the only one that can save myself.
so ill stop the talking and and and
start revising !
Chemistry be my date tonight <3

P/s i miss ohsehun hella much.
T^T my white puppy my bubble tea my maknae my ultimate bias.

Monday, September 10, 2012


身心疲累到一种程度!!!
接下来那几天我都要颓废。
学习复习什么的,我统统不理
就让我休息那几天吧。

呃,就说说今天我自己感受的事吧。
很多时候我很在乎一些事一些人。
我说呀,其实我分得清,哪些是我值得去深交的朋友,
哪些多年后都不会继续联络的朋友。

今天发生了一些事,我是真的很很很很很伤心。
别说我为了那么小事去介意什么,计较什么的。
当我成为那个例外的那个。我真的被伤到了。
 当然,一班死党里,当你说到一些敏感话题的时候,
朋友都会选择帮另一个人说话,手心是肉,手背也是肉。
他们不会希望有争吵或是闹翻什么的。

所以我不会把真实感受说出来。
我就忍,忍啊忍啊忍。
我告诉了一个局外的朋友。
就不是同个圈里的朋友。
她能给我比较中性的看法。
她能理解我。

可是,我欣慰的是,
我还有真正的友谊。
这点,我很清楚。
爱我身边每个一样爱我的朋友。
你们的好,我会记得。到永远。 (:



打了这一大串字,我容易吗。 
汉语拼音差死了!一直要想。
哈哈哈。
飘走~~~~~~
吴世勋!!!!!!!!!  

 爱你的姐姐饭
XD

Friday, September 7, 2012


This will be a short update !
Exam week surely has zombified me alot.
dont know how i survived for the past few days.
and it became worse when i got severe headache on the first few days.
felt so giddy  i could see things spinning around. and i could not walk properly.had to constantly grip on smtg or someone. LOL.
but then, its because of mom taking care of me so well , i recovered from that.
thank you mum your the best ngaw <3
and also my friends who helped me around,sending me sick bay room keys,filling up my water tumbler and many more.much appreciated.

(: and now i gotta sleep after going thru this hellish week.
Time for bio tmr. and i hope *pray hard* that i can get an A for bio.
shall work hard.Night bloggie ~

BABYYYYYYY KAIIIIIIIIIII <3

카이 루한

세훈

<3

 


Sunday, August 19, 2012


Ahhhhhh. it's good to be here again. *breathes*
my lil place for me to rant and spazz and split things out.

raya holidays are here again. and now im enjoying everyday of my hols 
at the same time feeling guilty for every second wasted !
im supposed to study for my upcoming trial T^T. 
but nvm, i will start off my revision later okay.
i will go crazy if all i do is just read and study and do exercises.

let's do some update bout the smtown in seoul last night. 120818.
i guess noone's actually reading my blog. so i can spazz as much as i want.
at least i know my friends dont stalk and read my blog. but then i do have quite a number of blog views, probably because of the EXO pics. ahahahaha X) 
and i bumped into an old friend the other day , she complained that ive completely gone mad because of EXO ! lololol.  my body my mind my heart is already invaded by these 12 aliens from the exo planet. i love all 12 <3333

To start off, uhm, i never really bother bout SM town before exo came in my life whenever i come across the title. Cause , im never a true SM town fan. until now. i am not a SONE , apparently i only favour Yuri and Tiffany ,i dislike yoona ( just saying ) and taeyeon. Everyone has their own bias so dont bash me if u love the 9. and bout super junior and tvxq , i was a cassie and elf back then. in fact it was dbsk that brought me into kpop. but then when the group broke up , my heart was broken too. ahhhh then i think i quitted the fandom. so now it's 2012 , the year for EXO to shine. finally a group that i think i can commit to. <33333 i feel so proud of them.they had their own special collab stages with sunbaes and they did a great job in replacing their sunbaes who were absent last night. my luhannie and sehunnie jjang!!!

Photos are comingggggg ~ 
LOL im the only one that syok sendiri.
who caressss. Im happppy and they are the reason of my happiness.

Im dead X.X how dorkyyyy.*sun gun*


Awwwwww. together, yeowonhi.