我的本命

i remember not liking jongin. i remember him being my least favourite in exo when i first got to know exo. i remember i sounded nonchalant and unconcerned seeing medical patches on jongin's back. i remember i blamed sm for giving him all the spotlight.i remember i secretly hated on kailu when i was a hardcore xunlu selu hunhan shipper. i remember i was like " there's no way i would stan this guy NOOOO!!! "

 SHOULD I SLAP MYSELF AND FLING MYSELF OFF A CLIFF. LMAO.

女人就是犯贱的不是吗。哈哈哈哈人家也是女人嘛。

Dear bias ,

KimJongIn. JinZhongRen. Kai from EXOK.

940114 <3

hes a 94er. that makes me a noona. Without i realizing he crept all the way and got to the top of my bias list, hes at my #1 rn, and ofc sehun's still there i wouldnt kick that baby away NEVER.sehuns been my baby since 2012 sigh despite how ppl out there label him as bij face/rude/no talents/useless member of exo,im still attracted to him somehow. i believe,one day those haters would regret saying that. C; *stubbornly clinging on to sehun*

Ah,Im here to talk bout jongin ok shoooo sehun. no sehunnnn. HAHAHHA

Jongin or Kai, Kai or jongin. 

stanning him is never easy. i get to see two sides of him.

Kai pulls off his sexy charismatic self on stage.

whereas jongin is one big fluffY cute adorb sincere warmhearted boy offstage.

how can u not love kai. 

okay if u love him as a sama in one of the exo pairings, be it kailu kaisoo kaibaek sekai kaimyun kimjongbrothers kaixing kaitao chankai.

the way he looks into the eyes' of the person when someone talks. GOD PLSSSS. 

that is so luring somehow HIS GAZE HIS GLARE. 

and how he massages the members' shoulders. 

patting the back of their necks. 

hes also a kid. things he does are childish. 

having snowball fight with chanyeol. 

playing with his rabbit ears(wolf bandana)

whispering to luhan for no reason.

poking sehun's ears during his thanku speech.

theres lots more to list out but. ;u;

im TRAPPPPPPEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

i love his inside his intestine juices his heart his everything.

hes such boyfriend material. haha little things he do makes my heart flutter.

the heartteus he gives fans,how he waves at fans (his lil bear paws TT) 

the cheesy the flirty fanboard messages ( i likeu cheesy cliche things cough cough)

his interactions with fans during fansigns, his reactions.

ofc his love for his fans,hyungs,noona,family & puppies.

Okay, ily baybeh i always doooooo.

i want to see you in real life. *never gives up*

must watch jongin dancing on the stage.
 listening to him rapping live.

seeing him drenched in sweat.

smelling the pheromones the hormones he let out.

seeing him gasping for breath after perf.

dying from his smirks.
collapsing from his sheksiness.
taking a photo of his derp face

我是终极脑残。

jinzhongren w.a.n. nini

性感的舞者老腰要顾好啊~

姐姐下个月不能来看你了唉

没关系还有机会的，要多来我国家嘛 TT 

OU.
ive not been pooping posts like in 4 months? 
never write for god-knows-how-long 

i got an offer in USM main campus.
food tech my first choice.
and i'll leaving on 31st august. 
NOT READY TO LEAVE HOME YET TAT
cozy bed,my room aka warzone.

dad bought me a new laptop from the it fair hours ago.
and blogging by using it right away now.
windows 8 is complicated O.O HEOL

well,i should be writing a jongin post VERY SOON.
my jongin feels are soaring or skyrocketting in all ways.
i just want a jongin boyfriend gdi. 
not necessarily having good looks like him, but alike in personality.
i love his outside & inside.that precious lil thingggg my fluff ball <3
ay? fangirl-self is out again

shall sleep. nights

Hi

Here I am .
Rolling my eyes .
Side eyeing everything.

Idk why am I so not-in-tha-mood today.
Crappy day. Prolly because of pms again .
That biatch that bugs me every month

Sigh I want freedom sometimes
I hope I can move outta the house and have my own personal space.
Being able to decide what to have for lunch and dinner , blast loud music in my own place , lay on couch spreading my legs as wide as I like cause noone's gonna see me,hog all the mbps for wifi

Lolol i wasnt serious.didn't want to leave my home so eagerly I was emotional so I moved to my room upstairs which is my personal space and the bitchy wifi just couldn't work. (¬_¬) ugh and I've to get my ass back to downstairs instead.

And this girl whom I followed mutually on twitter , I don't really click well with her ? But I'm kinda like stuck ? LOL cause I asked for a follback at the first place.so If i unfollow her first I'd feel so bad like I've commited sin. And i find this weird i dont feel like wanting to tweet whenever shes on twitter.It's really difficult to find a certain someone who can click well with u understands u or think alike like BANANA NO.1 and BANANA NO.2.


Oh and I just had a NAISEEEE convo with Katie . Like seriously if I'm close with U id go overboard to harass you or talk bout nc-17 stuff.ive no boundaries with my besties.NYAHAHAHAHA

Thou shall be touched every part of your boday if u consider ME as your friend
-squints eyes-

Gotta sleep going to temple tmr YAY I can meet up with the CACTUS.

OHAIYO

i was thinking maybe i should put up a " WARNING " before i write any fangirling post and flail over my idols, u guys are so not gonna like the way i spazz. or maybe u will snort at it and hit the x button on the top right.

ive a habit of night blogging using my podpod aka my reddie itouchie recently.sighhhhhhhh. so fcuking bored man. what is life what is love what is hate what is time what am i.

sigh went to the stoba page on facebook.

all my high achiever friends in stpm got their NTU offers.

so envious. i want to go singapore too TAT

and nowwwwwwww, im so worried bout the courses i might get !

O.O  :( sigh all i ever want is to get a place in the RU.

and work in big cities or even singapore next time.\

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

STRESSED stressed STRESSED

My current lifeu

Every single time relatives come to my house they would ask : why ain't u working why dontchu get yourself a job ! Istg i get that alot recently omgggg it's time to stop all these shyt and start to hunt for a proper job.butte I am lazy.

Uhm and I need to rant it all out. Cause I'm all time netizen now so i stalk oppas and pedo over didis every day every minute every second I spazz as much as the amount I breathe.

So I've met this fav person in the fandom I personally like her a lot a lot cause i used to uhm only ask her questions and never got the chance to talk to her and go on to convos. Last week we spoke for quite a long time.Butte this is bittersweet cause me wanting to get closer with her SO BADLY she's quite busy all the time contributing to the fandom so yeah I wont interfere and start off convo even though I have the need to speak to somebody.

Tbh I'm a greedy person. I want to befriend ppl and get close if I've gained a liking on that someone. If u ever come into my life ill try my best to keep you locked inside me and never set u free. Lololol i hope u don't find me creepy if ure reading this my rl friends. I love u guys as always okkkkk don't chu ever try to drop out of our friendship hahaha cause y'all are stuck ! Stuck being friends with thonggai

色混泥

Birthday post for ohsehun

LOL procrastination is my specialty !

Okay so when I talk to kpoppers who know exo ((recognizes all members)) they will ask : who's your bias in the group ? I would say \o/ sehun and jongin of course I love them equally much

They will be like :" oh, another sehun stan. He's liked by everyone. " 

SIGH like everyone acknowledges his existence because of his looks.

he's not really the spotlight
of the group cause he's not the main lead dancer and jongin's screen time is def longer than him. Singing isn't his thing too his position is a rapper and another lead dancer of k

But question why do I Stan him ?

He's so lovable and I often get annoyed by him. Somehow I think he has got some stage behavior problem , LOL his mind always seem to wander off on stage , DEAR SON, concentrateee stop rolling your eyes and sticking your huge tongue out to lick your lips okayyy.

Oh when I first listened to the leaked ver of wolf last month I was so so so proud of him bc of the increase of his lines in the song TAT he may look fierce and unapproachable all the time and gives off the snobbish aura but I'd say he's not , from my observation on him offstage, he is so shy , and always do stupid stuff to embarrass himself. DUMMIE DUMMIE ME LIKEY QAQ

sehun ily :) I always love u as my bias okay. Sigh if it wasnt him and my ot12,my last year of teen age would have gone wasted on being a nerd / secretly admiring any random guisee in school (eww I would never have thought)

Now that ure so well grown up :) please be a better singer and a better person and most importantly u must be safe and healthy :D may happiness surrounds him so that my beautiful boy can smile every single dayyy :)

小屁孩 成年快乐

呵呵 我老啦 愿我还能走能跳能跑的时候

让我好好看你在舞台上表演 TAT

DILEMMA

dateline of USM and UPU application is on 14th and 15th April & I'm still having a dilemma . To go for arts / sciences. (¬_¬) UGH

Human relations / management / finance accountancy

OR

food science & tech / dietetics / physiotherapy