色混泥

Birthday post for ohsehun

LOL procrastination is my specialty !

Okay so when I talk to kpoppers who know exo ((recognizes all members)) they will ask : who's your bias in the group ? I would say \o/ sehun and jongin of course I love them equally much

They will be like :" oh, another sehun stan. He's liked by everyone. " 

SIGH like everyone acknowledges his existence because of his looks.

he's not really the spotlight
of the group cause he's not the main lead dancer and jongin's screen time is def longer than him. Singing isn't his thing too his position is a rapper and another lead dancer of k

But question why do I Stan him ?

He's so lovable and I often get annoyed by him. Somehow I think he has got some stage behavior problem , LOL his mind always seem to wander off on stage , DEAR SON, concentrateee stop rolling your eyes and sticking your huge tongue out to lick your lips okayyy.

Oh when I first listened to the leaked ver of wolf last month I was so so so proud of him bc of the increase of his lines in the song TAT he may look fierce and unapproachable all the time and gives off the snobbish aura but I'd say he's not , from my observation on him offstage, he is so shy , and always do stupid stuff to embarrass himself. DUMMIE DUMMIE ME LIKEY QAQ

sehun ily :) I always love u as my bias okay. Sigh if it wasnt him and my ot12,my last year of teen age would have gone wasted on being a nerd / secretly admiring any random guisee in school (eww I would never have thought)

Now that ure so well grown up :) please be a better singer and a better person and most importantly u must be safe and healthy :D may happiness surrounds him so that my beautiful boy can smile every single dayyy :)

小屁孩 成年快乐

呵呵 我老啦 愿我还能走能跳能跑的时候

让我好好看你在舞台上表演 TAT

DILEMMA

dateline of USM and UPU application is on 14th and 15th April & I'm still having a dilemma . To go for arts / sciences. (¬_¬) UGH

Human relations / management / finance accountancy

OR

food science & tech / dietetics / physiotherapy

Choices in life

I gave up on SG uni application.
IM JUST SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING.

And no,I'm not gonna regret later. After all, I chose to give up at first so I won't whine and feel remorse. My band5 for muet is actually beneficial for me to apply for sg scholar but not my stpm pointer though. i may be lucky enough to get admission but family cant afford me to go there. Did my usm and upu application few days ago. I've got to edit it again for the last time after attending the stoba talk on this Saturday.

Talked to some last batch seniors. They guided me and I've learnt a lot. They told me ; fret not cause my cgpa is good enough to get into research unis.
I've decided, I'm aiming for food science and technology.UPM has the best food faculty among all unis.i hope I manage to get that though. I made it my first choice. :)

>Sis is going to utar to study foundation in arts on may. Four months ahead of me. SOBS. Hopefully I will get what I want and I don't want to be a burden to dad. Dad joked the other day saying that the family have to ikat perut because two daughters are leaving home for higher education at the same time TT_TT

Anyway, lets hope for the best :3 will sleep in a bit! Nights bloggai~

前路迷茫

TAT
the scariest part of stpm is not the exam itself.
but the whole load of stress you experienced post-exam.
results are out already.
 on monday.

Mine is average.
on the borderline of 3.5
My cgpa is 3.5.
i got A for biology A- for chemi B+ for maths and B for PA.
 my hard work is paid off.
cause i spent MOST of the time on biology so i deserve an A.
and chemi uhm, i wasnt steady in school all this while so im satisfied.
i did not practice really hard for maths though.
so im okay with the B+ too.
BUT WHY THE HELL I GOT A B FOR PA.
that was really out of expectation
:/
i was on the verge of breaking down 
when i got my result slip.
with trembling hands i punched some numbers on ipod to calculate cgpa.
and there 3.5 appeared.
heart stopped beating for a few seconds

TAT i know most of the ppl neglect PA all the time.
i studied so hard for PA paper 1 this time and i got A for the paper.
but a C- for paper 2. i fcuking flunked my paper 2.
CRIES. what went wrong ? :( 
my paper 2 is always better than my paper 1.

I HID MYSELF AT THE JAGA BOOTH 
i stayed away from crowds.
and i just stared at the wall spacing out.
later when shuqi came to look for me , 
i burst into tears upon seeing her.
TAT 
yes , i aimed high very high for PA .
</3 
this B is a heartwrenching B.
family made me feel so touched  T^T
especially dad's " nevermind u tried your very best already"
 NGAW T^T

i shall move on.
this isnt the end yet.
wipes away tears*
and now ive to start applying for courses!

:)
BE POSITIVEEEE.

Sloppy me

我越来越宅了

Yes sloppiness. Call myself a slob cause I wear starwalk tee at home all day. I don't get to dress up myself these days cause I'm not even going out AT ALL.

Rumors bout my idols' comeback or so are constantly flying all over my face. And I find that so annoying would they stop it spreading already. Yes there are always a stench of fangirls with shitty personality in this fandom. I've seen so many ;__;

Talk bout courses :/ still indecisive bout it
Pn ng asked me the other day and that had me speechless. Utterly speechless. I did answer her. Just to fuhin LOL
I've so many other alternative courses in my mind so that's why I can't choose.




Nights.
Flaps arms/ cause I see a sehun :-*

Late night emoness

One fine day i will die from the mixed emotions. T^T yes I'm gonna abuse my blog verbally everydayyyyyy from now on! RAH cause that's the reason I created it?

啊啊啊啊 卧槽 压力山大啊
有没有什么可以解解压！

有！
金钟淫！

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着?!

Kailu forever

SQUEALS AND PULLS HAIR!

Kailu is giving me so much feels tonight ;____; I can't handle it any longer.

Jongin and luhan spotted shopping tgt and having dinner at night.

Who the hell eat dinner that way Luhannie wrapped his arms around Kai's shoulder I'm so done now.

No one ever knows how hard I ship them cause MY SHIP IS SAILING BY ITSELF ALL THE TIME !

I wanna kms RN

Hereby I announce ,

i will make this day a kailu day \(^0^)/