欧，好久没来涂鸦。
考试终于告一段落了。
精彩的高中生活也落幕了。
那窄窄的校裙我多想扔了它。
也没有烦死人的一堆校规约束着我。

染了一头褐色的头发。
感觉挺不错。
那让我觉得我与校园生活脱离了。
那期待已久的自由。
我现在拥有着。

近日来的心情是复杂的。
喜悦中总伴着那一点哀愁。
我到底是怎么了._____.


说一说我饭韩娱以来的心情。
以前喜欢的韩团都是只是纯粹单纯的喜欢。
喜欢得很理智，不会真的要想尽办法去看他们。
也没有脑残。
向来idol是idol,我是我，偶像和生活可以分得很开。
完全不可能有交集点。
偶尔人来疯就会沉迷于某团。
可是热情来得快去得也快。
往往留恋一个idol的时间都不会长。

可是今年理智的我竟然变脑残。
无可救药的脑残。
exo是我大爱。
今年是很拼的一年。
我还懂得苦中作乐耶哈哈。

他们每天干啥去哪
我都有在关注。
就算我没时间上线。
我妹都会跟我说。
因为她比我更严重.____.

没事也会看看文。
刷刷微薄。
话说我以前是呆呆的饭韩。
王道文是有多好看我竟然不知道。
哈哈哈哈。看了以后我都变腐女了！

下个月我会去看他们。
就去国际机场堵他们。
想看他们的心不死啊！
他们不回归我就死死的等！
他们不回归我就哭着看久图。
他们不回归我就带着他们的主打跨年。
他们不回归我就我就。。。。
我就
只能等啊不然叻

疯狂不趁现在。
难道要等我人老珠黄。
才来当老阿姨饭吗。
哈哈哈哈。
所以谁也不要拦我！

我话太多。
哈哈。
下次再说。
：）

腐笑！ＴＴ　已死，勿念。

intended to write a post in chinese.

LOL but it would be very time consuming.

as my pinyin deteriorated ever since dont know when.

and just to confess smtg to my blog.

actually, i wasnt really happy in sch today.

cause uhm, the result slips were distributed i got mine. 

never in my life i have got such low rankings in class.

i usually stay in the range of average rankings.

so im an average student. not too good and not too bad either.

but why this time T.T why . its my trial. RAHHHHHHHHH .

ARH imma study seriously and dedicatedly or else i will be in deep shit !

results are so fcking bad i dont even wanna tell it here

*embarassed much*

and then my school has this uhm, culture.

to public everything , your result , your rank your CGPA blah blah. 

on the notice board. T^T 

*digs a hole and hides myself in if i can* 

Somebody save me.

somebody save me.

somebody save me.

if there's somebody.

but deep inside i know,

im the only one that can save myself.

so ill stop the talking and and and

start revising !

Chemistry be my date tonight <3

P/s i miss ohsehun hella much.

T^T my white puppy my bubble tea my maknae my ultimate bias.

身心疲累到一种程度！！！

接下来那几天我都要颓废。

学习复习什么的，我统统不理

就让我休息那几天吧。

呃，就说说今天我自己感受的事吧。

很多时候我很在乎一些事一些人。

我说呀，其实我分得清，哪些是我值得去深交的朋友，

哪些多年后都不会继续联络的朋友。

今天发生了一些事，我是真的很很很很很伤心。

别说我为了那么小事去介意什么，计较什么的。

当我成为那个例外的那个。我真的被伤到了。

 当然，一班死党里，当你说到一些敏感话题的时候，

朋友都会选择帮另一个人说话，手心是肉，手背也是肉。

他们不会希望有争吵或是闹翻什么的。

所以我不会把真实感受说出来。

我就忍，忍啊忍啊忍。

我告诉了一个局外的朋友。

就不是同个圈里的朋友。

她能给我比较中性的看法。

她能理解我。

可是，我欣慰的是，

我还有真正的友谊。

这点，我很清楚。

爱我身边每个一样爱我的朋友。

你们的好，我会记得。到永远。 （：

打了这一大串字，我容易吗。 

汉语拼音差死了！一直要想。

哈哈哈。

飘走~~~~~~

吴世勋！！！！！！！！！

 

 

 爱你的姐姐饭

XD

This will be a short update !

Exam week surely has zombified me alot.

dont know how i survived for the past few days.

and it became worse when i got severe headache on the first few days.

felt so giddy  i could see things spinning around. and i could not walk properly.had to constantly grip on smtg or someone. LOL.

but then, its because of mom taking care of me so well , i recovered from that.

thank you mum your the best ngaw <3

and also my friends who helped me around,sending me sick bay room keys,filling up my water tumbler and many more.much appreciated.

(: and now i gotta sleep after going thru this hellish week.

Time for bio tmr. and i hope *pray hard* that i can get an A for bio.

shall work hard.Night bloggie ~

BABYYYYYYY KAIIIIIIIIIII <3

카이 루한

세훈

<3

 

Ahhhhhh. it's good to be here again. *breathes*

my lil place for me to rant and spazz and split things out.

raya holidays are here again. and now im enjoying everyday of my hols 

at the same time feeling guilty for every second wasted !

im supposed to study for my upcoming trial T^T. 

but nvm, i will start off my revision later okay.

i will go crazy if all i do is just read and study and do exercises.

let's do some update bout the smtown in seoul last night. 120818.

i guess noone's actually reading my blog. so i can spazz as much as i want.

at least i know my friends dont stalk and read my blog. but then i do have quite a number of blog views, probably because of the EXO pics. ahahahaha X) 

and i bumped into an old friend the other day , she complained that ive completely gone mad because of EXO ! lololol.  my body my mind my heart is already invaded by these 12 aliens from the exo planet. i love all 12 <3333

To start off, uhm, i never really bother bout SM town before exo came in my life whenever i come across the title. Cause , im never a true SM town fan. until now. i am not a SONE , apparently i only favour Yuri and Tiffany ,i dislike yoona ( just saying ) and taeyeon. Everyone has their own bias so dont bash me if u love the 9. and bout super junior and tvxq , i was a cassie and elf back then. in fact it was dbsk that brought me into kpop. but then when the group broke up , my heart was broken too. ahhhh then i think i quitted the fandom. so now it's 2012 , the year for EXO to shine. finally a group that i think i can commit to. <33333 i feel so proud of them.they had their own special collab stages with sunbaes and they did a great job in replacing their sunbaes who were absent last night. my luhannie and sehunnie jjang!!!

Photos are comingggggg ~ 

LOL im the only one that syok sendiri.

who caressss. Im happppy and they are the reason of my happiness.

Im dead X.X how dorkyyyy.*sun gun*

Awwwwww. together, yeowonhi.

KEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKE.

* Fangirl Mode * 

this morning the tv was showing the replay of the olympics opening. 

uhm. it isnt that magnificent and splendid somehow. 

china's one was so impressive and grand.

ah nvm, at least i saw Mr. Beanie on the screen !

hahahaha he cracked me up a little.

so went to school in the morning and settled the club stuff. 

THANK GOD ive done counting the photo money. Collen was the only one to help me , shes quite a good helper too :-) so we ended quite early.and then i handed all the money to teacher. YAY. it's like ive removed a whole load of burden from my shoulder . i feel so relieved right now.Mum called up hokaido to do the bookings but it was fully booked up to september. it only left with october, we have no choice but to place our bookings in october. I want Sushi T^T  nom nom nom.

 Photo time !

tha EXO OT12 in thailand now 

^&*$#%@$%^$%*^@%^%$

they are currently at the country next to mine. 

and all the boys showed signs of missing each other. 

skinship everywhere TSK TSK TSK.

XD

Thehun<3

gasppp

bunch of dorks !!!

hunhan is real mwahahahhahahahhaa.

oh waeeeeee. sis's emotionally down today. 

probably because of NS. id surely miss her to death when shes away for three months. i have never ever been apart from her for a long period of time for all these years. so sad. i know shes definitely not alright now, so i will leave her alone to let out all her anger and disappointment. then ill have a heart-to-heart talk with her soon. 

so uhmmmmm. 

i guess im really tensed up these days.

i can see acne and pimples and whatever you call them popping out from nowhere. i drink more than 1 litre of water everyday. i have enough sleep. i dont understand why it just doesnt get off from my face.  ughhhh.

okay mum helped out with club stuff today. 

Mum is efficient (: she's the besttttttt ! 

and also qi came around to assist. lol X) 

i dont care that much. ill just pass over half of the amount to the teacher first.

so that he doesnt make much noises that can make me feel so bad.

Time to sui jiao. 

buhbye ~

"selected VIP wouldnt it be mind-blowingly awesome,

now you're on a roc-roc-rocket , just gonna keep your seatbelt fastened " 

kekekeke

wooooo.* looks away*

baekkkkk~~

uhmm okayyyyy he was trying to stand out from others XD

夜已深。
哈哈，三点了啦。
还没有困意，下午睡太长的时间了有没有 -.-
四个小时啊，时间就这样流失掉。

今天和朋友们去打羽球。哈哈。玩到大汗小汗都出来了 。
朋友打的都是高球 >< 打不到的时候就要去拾球。
很累很累啊，很久没那么累过了。
可能是因为这个原因我睡了那么久。还睡到像猪。
闹钟都没听到。

然后晚上又来做数学了。
真的是很伤神啊，这个topic geometric deduction有够折磨人的。
以前只是算算角度现在竟然要做proving。 呕血。
我放弃了啦，明天再继续做吧。

我亲爱的exo呀。
白贤生病了，发高烧，还在后台呕了两次。
心痛！！！ T^T
赶快好起来。然后跟灿捏玩。
然后然后。。。。然后 。。。。 *遐想中*

你懂得。
每个贴的结束方式只有一个。
哈哈哈。

IM SUPPOSED TO SLEEP NOW.

omgawd. my eyes are awfully pain.

and one thing i notice , ive been sacrificing my sleep or naptime

ever since i was swirled into this exo planet black hole thinggy.

btw, its friday tmr.

YAYYYY. that day i always waited for.

but then . SPORTS DAY on saturday.

sighs* nvm i shall go as it's my very last sports day in my entire life.

Gotta go ~~~

 Picture of the day :

Baby thehun (:

<3

seee how our duizhang transformed (: this sexay guy.

 

 

Kekekekekekekekekekkekekke.

im staring at the screen right now. 

smiling and grinning at the same time.OMGAWDDDDDDDD ;D

they definitely are heartless , for stealing my heart away. 

yay mua boys are in china now , in ChangSha Wuhan.
they reunited !!!!!!!!!! like finallyyy !!!!!

should see thousands of photos circling around the internet tmr. 

EXO OT12 <3 

needless to doubt , i love all 12 of them. 

Just finished my financial report on time.

then i went twitter and saw the updates. 

and the next thing i gotta do is to write the speech for my report.

im not sure whether i should present it in chinese or english.

but then , just in case there's any changes , i have to play safe. 

so im off to write my report now. 

BYEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeee ~~~~~~

Oh, before that , 

LOL. slowly showing his true self. " wo shi dragon , wo hui fei " X) 

always going the wrong way XDDD this flying dragon!

This minnie lampost in disneyland <3

Parade. i saw belle *.* my fave princess out of all.

me lovey the beach.

before the dawn :)

i still miss the place

me me me ;-)

;-) 

nostalgic. 

今天突然想用华语来更新。

就说前几天啊，我不懂痴了哪条线。

做数学 trigonometry 做着做着就哭了。

以为小声哭没有人会看到。

可是鼻涕就快流下来了，拿纸巾的时候给阿爸看到了。

他去拿他的老花眼镜来打救我。那时候有点感动啊。

因为做到快绝望了。又经痛。 那种感觉简直就想死啊。

幸亏阿爸救了我，可我知道他很累了，我也没一直缠住他。

恩，今天很轻松呢，没功课，我一定不会翻书的；）

刚刚补习三个小时已经很要命了。 现在又来疯exo。

我也搞不懂自己。明明就很久很久不发侨，不追星，不疯韩流了。

突然， exo就让我沉迷。 突然就让我觉得真心喜欢他们。

而且是一出道就很爱很爱。

那天想起为什么有一年多的时间不疯韩流了。

因为一个人。现在想起还是觉得自己很笨。

算啦，过去了。

可是我真的是认真过。得不到就算啦。

现在还是觉得自己很笨。

很后悔当初自己做到那么出面。那么明显。

真的可以说，没有矜持啊  XD

时常跟我朋友说女生要有矜持。要等。

可是，当你真的想要的时候，

什么矜持节操啊，都被丢掉了。

好啦。就此打住啦。

还要帮朋友印东西。

我的exo专辑啊，你何年何日才到。

世勋！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

 photocard很要命的帅。

我又要发侨了。

XD

 

Heloooooo ;-) This will be a short one. The tiredness is killing me. So I'm going to hibernate soon. And have a sweet dream tonight. So errr, this afternoon mum barged into my room while i was singing. I didn't really notice her presence cause I was so into my song my voice. Lol She asked what am I doing . Of course I said I did nothing.Apparently,she heard me singing then the next thing she did was to imitate me singing. Lol So duhh embarrassing aish!!!! What I wanted to say is, I love to sing so muchhhh.but there are always ppl around me. I need personal space. Or perhaps a personal singing practice room . Ahahaha. I just need to let go. It's been a while since I last went to the Kbox. I don't care I definitely will plan an outing soon. With hong er and rhu. Anyway it's time to sleep Toodles~ *saranghaja*

Mr chua stopped by my table when he walked around the class today. 

he told me to not take too many photographs ( refer to sch editorial board ) 

LOL. yea. AGM will be held on next week. 

by that time , i will shed off all , uhm cant say all , but most of the responsibility to the lower six and lower form committee. 

i will be set free very soon , mwahahaha.

It's true that i need to buck up.

my chemistry and maths aint up to the B1 level if compared to others.

AIYO , when will i have the study mooooooooood? 

everyday spazz saje.

Time always slips away like that. without me noticing. 

and it's twelve now. 

bb saya nak tidur dah.

:*

before that , mua exo <333333333

*fangirl-ing*

FLIRTING all the members all the time. 
the fanfics are getting out of control. 

LOL XDDDDD *.*

Afternoon. 

the phone rang as it notified me that i received a text from someone. 

uhm it was , a friend. 

i was thinking , wow there's been a while since we've talked to each other. 

so i just hit the reply button and started the convo.

i didnt reply the friend very frequently. 

i sent text in the intervals of 10-20 mins. 

and there he goes again. 

picking on me and making criticism out of smtg really minor. 

i ignored that friend at last. 

and i have to say , i dont like perfectionists.  will never do.

they are not only mentally torturing themselves but also others. 

pointing out others' flaws all the time . 

ishhh. i mean , u dont have to be so serious ok. cant we just chat comfortably. 

ok so back to the topic ,

i just feeeeeel so so so soooo lethargic today. 

i guess i still havent adjusted back to my schooling day mode. 

was reading some fanfics , and they entertained me somehow.  :) 

i need to get my maths done , but then , i backspaced when i look thru the questions and im almost sure i dont know how to solve them.

even if i do , i always get impatient when im stuck at the workings , then i gotta look everywhere to figure out which part went wrong.

nvr mind i should look for help tmr.  ;-) 

it's getting lateee.

i need to sleep.

Ciaooo.

Picture of the day : 

aite, im surely a pedonoona. shrieked a little when i first saw this. LOL. Kai uhm , never wears his outfits properly. but then , fangirls are happy . hahaha

 

Helooo heloooo :-) 

THANK god today is friday!

had headache this morning in school. 

so i took leave and went back homey to sleep. 

HAHA. just to avoid classes. 

was really unwell. even wanted to vomit. 

friends made me feel so touched. 

everyone of them showed concern and they helped me to take my stuff. 

accompanied me everywhere fearing that i might faint any time .

LOL. ngaw ~ mua friends are caring :-) <3

after getting bk home , mum gave me some pills and i fell into deep sleep. 

so i got better later then i could go for kc leong tuition. 

the exo boys are the ones that made me hardly fall for any guy. 

how can i possibly crush on other guys when they are so perfect 

dgjdfsgjjdsfgjsihjeiofhe. lol putting the blame on them again. 

 but its better not to admire or like any boy now. 

as it will reaaaally really distract me from studies. 

So , mememememe

am gonna post photos again. X) 

i find this super FARNEY. oh god , yixing's lipsssu . HAHAHAHHAHAH. 

Noona : i wanna be that lollipop. kekekeke.

couples always got scrambled up when the sub groups are together.<3

To actually count how many times ive climbed the stairs today @@

i think its almost ten times. Sooo soo tired 

i could literally feel my legs gonna collapse at any time.

It was the photo taking session today. 

and things were under control. 

unexpectedly , we were all so efficient . we took photos for all classes. 

and some small clubs & societies. 

lower six girls also came along to assist us 

they are quite initiative and helpful too. 

hopefully they will join us. all we need is manpower.

some of the form four members are good helpers as well. 

:-) so ended up going bk home at 4.

napped for 2 hours :3 feel so haengbok to sleep without having to wake up to go for tuition.

Midterm results are like duhgudhgiudfhuighdfiuhbgiufbgfdigbfhd.

i only told mummy. dad hasnt known anything yet XDDDDD .

so wait until the report card is out , then he will know it. 

okie okie. gotta start studying at 10 tonight. 

better start as early as possible to avoid myself from rushing when zhe exam is near.

ngaw, mua exo <3 

*dies* for that gunshot.

" anyeonghatt-a-yo , etto-k makneh thehun immida "

 

          LOLOLOL. "roll like a buffalo "

 

finished spazzing. i shall leave now~ bb :)

 

#2monthswithexo#

" Imma happy fangirl " 

:3 

i dont care im gonna buy both korean and chinese version albums. 

the twelve aliens with supernature powers from the exo planet

Eco-driving :) baekhyun with a leaf on his head

O______________________O it's dodo!

cuteeee lulu :3

my bacon <3

Derppppppp XD