妈妈 我爱你 TTTTT 回来一收拾行李又发现妈妈帮我打点了好多东西 还帮我修理好多东西 我这个人又不会煮饭缝衣 只会吃 没有妈咪我该怎么办 阿爸在我回去那天也摸了摸我的头 叫我努力 他说他没给压力给我 我尽力就好 TTTTT 我会好好的  ♡  想家了又 这个月不能回家 

嗨

人儿们都我过的开心吗 我就会说 酱咯 没有很开心 也不会太伤心 我的心是不是死了啊 以前form6的时候 我跟gang里每一个人都可以混的很熟 现在？算了吧

上个礼拜midsem break就那天去唱k katie啊 一看到我的学生card 就跟yen说 你看阿彤酱丑 我当时立刻就骂回去 哈哈哈哈 真的不会生气的 好朋友从来就是只会扁 不会赞 好吗 我常说 好朋友是拿来伤害的 现在突然又想她们了 那班傻婆 疯子 我敢说 那天是我两个月以来 笑得最多 喊的最多 疯的最多的一天 踩沙发自拍 故意唱走音啊 对着mic喊 这次回去见到她们 我觉得值了 还有另外四个 我也很想她们 TT 娴平时又忙到鬼酱 很少能真的见面 都是偶遇 唉 跟舒棋又是 偶遇 TT 人人都忙死啦 

好了 进主题了 我现在实在很。。不自在 好吧 天蝎座的敏感和神经质是与生俱来的 我真的有很强烈的感觉 这个朋友不喜欢我 从以前她向来对我蛮亲近的 到现在 只要我跟另两个在这gang比较要好的朋友说话 说久一点 她都会走掉啊 或者再去粘其他人 还有其实我的noti里不会再有她的名字了 呵呵 她唯一还会给反应like的东西就只有我和那另外两个朋友的照片 不是介不介意她不like我的东西 可是她这样我反而更加敏感 我更加不安 我宁愿她完全不要like就好，既然要不喜欢我的话 就彻底点吧，或者我做错过什么 得罪过你什么 你都可以跟我说 我道歉就是了 我不踩你地雷就是了 这种无声的折磨让我很痛苦 我不想想太多 这样很烦 可是我真的挺喜欢这朋友的 到现在 她会跟我说话的时候 大概就是 ：你会不会这一课 你会不会做 

 

搞得我现在不想合群 想避开她们了 因为我觉得奇怪的是 只要我跟她们其他三个一聊到兴奋的时候 她在一旁也不插嘴 我觉得很不自在 也许我不在 她会比较开心一点吧 我知道她很喜欢很喜欢另外三个朋友 怎么办 我现在好像一个很让人厌烦的女人 这其实很小事 小到我不知道能找谁讲 我也应该庆幸不是什么大事 我也不知道我能做什么去挽回 自己去搓破？我没那么勇 我就装傻咯 可是我真的很心痛的 毕竟要面对四年 

对不起 我做人不够圆滑 说话不够玲珑。会不会有一天我变成完全都不说话了 就是因为怕说错话 回到我form 4 form 5的时候 连同班同学毕业后跟我说 我的同座讲她不知道有你这样的人存在 

或者像美虹说的 我变的像那种可以有手机上网就可以不用有朋友陪的人

我相信我可以 骨子里有loner的血 哈哈哈 

可是我怕

人都是怕寂寞的 

我很喜欢现在的自己 是真的 我比以前开朗 唯一不变就是还是会转牛角尖 呵呵

还有这次我终于见到我网友啦啦啦啦 

很奇妙 在网上无所不谈的朋友见到了 抱到了 哈哈哈 只是还没打 ><被她打就有 不是吗 其实还有太多的朋友值得我去爱了 我知道她们也爱我 哈哈哈 所以阿 这件事 就只有写一次那么多！不会再有了 好舒服啊 说了出来后果然心 好像没那么烦 

我的本命

i remember not liking jongin. i remember him being my least favourite in exo when i first got to know exo. i remember i sounded nonchalant and unconcerned seeing medical patches on jongin's back. i remember i blamed sm for giving him all the spotlight.i remember i secretly hated on kailu when i was a hardcore xunlu selu hunhan shipper. i remember i was like " there's no way i would stan this guy NOOOO!!! "

 SHOULD I SLAP MYSELF AND FLING MYSELF OFF A CLIFF. LMAO.

女人就是犯贱的不是吗。哈哈哈哈人家也是女人嘛。

Dear bias ,

KimJongIn. JinZhongRen. Kai from EXOK.

940114 <3

hes a 94er. that makes me a noona. Without i realizing he crept all the way and got to the top of my bias list, hes at my #1 rn, and ofc sehun's still there i wouldnt kick that baby away NEVER.sehuns been my baby since 2012 sigh despite how ppl out there label him as bij face/rude/no talents/useless member of exo,im still attracted to him somehow. i believe,one day those haters would regret saying that. C; *stubbornly clinging on to sehun*

Ah,Im here to talk bout jongin ok shoooo sehun. no sehunnnn. HAHAHHA

Jongin or Kai, Kai or jongin. 

stanning him is never easy. i get to see two sides of him.

Kai pulls off his sexy charismatic self on stage.

whereas jongin is one big fluffY cute adorb sincere warmhearted boy offstage.

how can u not love kai. 

okay if u love him as a sama in one of the exo pairings, be it kailu kaisoo kaibaek sekai kaimyun kimjongbrothers kaixing kaitao chankai.

the way he looks into the eyes' of the person when someone talks. GOD PLSSSS. 

that is so luring somehow HIS GAZE HIS GLARE. 

and how he massages the members' shoulders. 

patting the back of their necks. 

hes also a kid. things he does are childish. 

having snowball fight with chanyeol. 

playing with his rabbit ears(wolf bandana)

whispering to luhan for no reason.

poking sehun's ears during his thanku speech.

theres lots more to list out but. ;u;

im TRAPPPPPPEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

i love his inside his intestine juices his heart his everything.

hes such boyfriend material. haha little things he do makes my heart flutter.

the heartteus he gives fans,how he waves at fans (his lil bear paws TT) 

the cheesy the flirty fanboard messages ( i likeu cheesy cliche things cough cough)

his interactions with fans during fansigns, his reactions.

ofc his love for his fans,hyungs,noona,family & puppies.

Okay, ily baybeh i always doooooo.

i want to see you in real life. *never gives up*

must watch jongin dancing on the stage.
 listening to him rapping live.

seeing him drenched in sweat.

smelling the pheromones the hormones he let out.

seeing him gasping for breath after perf.

dying from his smirks.
collapsing from his sheksiness.
taking a photo of his derp face

我是终极脑残。

jinzhongren w.a.n. nini

性感的舞者老腰要顾好啊~

姐姐下个月不能来看你了唉

没关系还有机会的，要多来我国家嘛 TT 

OU.
ive not been pooping posts like in 4 months? 
never write for god-knows-how-long 

i got an offer in USM main campus.
food tech my first choice.
and i'll leaving on 31st august. 
NOT READY TO LEAVE HOME YET TAT
cozy bed,my room aka warzone.

dad bought me a new laptop from the it fair hours ago.
and blogging by using it right away now.
windows 8 is complicated O.O HEOL

well,i should be writing a jongin post VERY SOON.
my jongin feels are soaring or skyrocketting in all ways.
i just want a jongin boyfriend gdi. 
not necessarily having good looks like him, but alike in personality.
i love his outside & inside.that precious lil thingggg my fluff ball <3
ay? fangirl-self is out again

shall sleep. nights

Hi

Here I am .
Rolling my eyes .
Side eyeing everything.

Idk why am I so not-in-tha-mood today.
Crappy day. Prolly because of pms again .
That biatch that bugs me every month

Sigh I want freedom sometimes
I hope I can move outta the house and have my own personal space.
Being able to decide what to have for lunch and dinner , blast loud music in my own place , lay on couch spreading my legs as wide as I like cause noone's gonna see me,hog all the mbps for wifi

Lolol i wasnt serious.didn't want to leave my home so eagerly I was emotional so I moved to my room upstairs which is my personal space and the bitchy wifi just couldn't work. (¬_¬) ugh and I've to get my ass back to downstairs instead.

And this girl whom I followed mutually on twitter , I don't really click well with her ? But I'm kinda like stuck ? LOL cause I asked for a follback at the first place.so If i unfollow her first I'd feel so bad like I've commited sin. And i find this weird i dont feel like wanting to tweet whenever shes on twitter.It's really difficult to find a certain someone who can click well with u understands u or think alike like BANANA NO.1 and BANANA NO.2.


Oh and I just had a NAISEEEE convo with Katie . Like seriously if I'm close with U id go overboard to harass you or talk bout nc-17 stuff.ive no boundaries with my besties.NYAHAHAHAHA

Thou shall be touched every part of your boday if u consider ME as your friend
-squints eyes-

Gotta sleep going to temple tmr YAY I can meet up with the CACTUS.

OHAIYO

i was thinking maybe i should put up a " WARNING " before i write any fangirling post and flail over my idols, u guys are so not gonna like the way i spazz. or maybe u will snort at it and hit the x button on the top right.

ive a habit of night blogging using my podpod aka my reddie itouchie recently.sighhhhhhhh. so fcuking bored man. what is life what is love what is hate what is time what am i.

sigh went to the stoba page on facebook.

all my high achiever friends in stpm got their NTU offers.

so envious. i want to go singapore too TAT

and nowwwwwwww, im so worried bout the courses i might get !

O.O  :( sigh all i ever want is to get a place in the RU.

and work in big cities or even singapore next time.\

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

STRESSED stressed STRESSED

My current lifeu

Every single time relatives come to my house they would ask : why ain't u working why dontchu get yourself a job ! Istg i get that alot recently omgggg it's time to stop all these shyt and start to hunt for a proper job.butte I am lazy.

Uhm and I need to rant it all out. Cause I'm all time netizen now so i stalk oppas and pedo over didis every day every minute every second I spazz as much as the amount I breathe.

So I've met this fav person in the fandom I personally like her a lot a lot cause i used to uhm only ask her questions and never got the chance to talk to her and go on to convos. Last week we spoke for quite a long time.Butte this is bittersweet cause me wanting to get closer with her SO BADLY she's quite busy all the time contributing to the fandom so yeah I wont interfere and start off convo even though I have the need to speak to somebody.

Tbh I'm a greedy person. I want to befriend ppl and get close if I've gained a liking on that someone. If u ever come into my life ill try my best to keep you locked inside me and never set u free. Lololol i hope u don't find me creepy if ure reading this my rl friends. I love u guys as always okkkkk don't chu ever try to drop out of our friendship hahaha cause y'all are stuck ! Stuck being friends with thonggai

色混泥

Birthday post for ohsehun

LOL procrastination is my specialty !

Okay so when I talk to kpoppers who know exo ((recognizes all members)) they will ask : who's your bias in the group ? I would say \o/ sehun and jongin of course I love them equally much

They will be like :" oh, another sehun stan. He's liked by everyone. " 

SIGH like everyone acknowledges his existence because of his looks.

he's not really the spotlight
of the group cause he's not the main lead dancer and jongin's screen time is def longer than him. Singing isn't his thing too his position is a rapper and another lead dancer of k

But question why do I Stan him ?

He's so lovable and I often get annoyed by him. Somehow I think he has got some stage behavior problem , LOL his mind always seem to wander off on stage , DEAR SON, concentrateee stop rolling your eyes and sticking your huge tongue out to lick your lips okayyy.

Oh when I first listened to the leaked ver of wolf last month I was so so so proud of him bc of the increase of his lines in the song TAT he may look fierce and unapproachable all the time and gives off the snobbish aura but I'd say he's not , from my observation on him offstage, he is so shy , and always do stupid stuff to embarrass himself. DUMMIE DUMMIE ME LIKEY QAQ

sehun ily :) I always love u as my bias okay. Sigh if it wasnt him and my ot12,my last year of teen age would have gone wasted on being a nerd / secretly admiring any random guisee in school (eww I would never have thought)

Now that ure so well grown up :) please be a better singer and a better person and most importantly u must be safe and healthy :D may happiness surrounds him so that my beautiful boy can smile every single dayyy :)

小屁孩 成年快乐

呵呵 我老啦 愿我还能走能跳能跑的时候

让我好好看你在舞台上表演 TAT

DILEMMA

dateline of USM and UPU application is on 14th and 15th April & I'm still having a dilemma . To go for arts / sciences. (¬_¬) UGH

Human relations / management / finance accountancy

OR

food science & tech / dietetics / physiotherapy

Choices in life

I gave up on SG uni application.
IM JUST SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING.

And no,I'm not gonna regret later. After all, I chose to give up at first so I won't whine and feel remorse. My band5 for muet is actually beneficial for me to apply for sg scholar but not my stpm pointer though. i may be lucky enough to get admission but family cant afford me to go there. Did my usm and upu application few days ago. I've got to edit it again for the last time after attending the stoba talk on this Saturday.

Talked to some last batch seniors. They guided me and I've learnt a lot. They told me ; fret not cause my cgpa is good enough to get into research unis.
I've decided, I'm aiming for food science and technology.UPM has the best food faculty among all unis.i hope I manage to get that though. I made it my first choice. :)

>Sis is going to utar to study foundation in arts on may. Four months ahead of me. SOBS. Hopefully I will get what I want and I don't want to be a burden to dad. Dad joked the other day saying that the family have to ikat perut because two daughters are leaving home for higher education at the same time TT_TT

Anyway, lets hope for the best :3 will sleep in a bit! Nights bloggai~

前路迷茫

TAT
the scariest part of stpm is not the exam itself.
but the whole load of stress you experienced post-exam.
results are out already.
 on monday.

Mine is average.
on the borderline of 3.5
My cgpa is 3.5.
i got A for biology A- for chemi B+ for maths and B for PA.
 my hard work is paid off.
cause i spent MOST of the time on biology so i deserve an A.
and chemi uhm, i wasnt steady in school all this while so im satisfied.
i did not practice really hard for maths though.
so im okay with the B+ too.
BUT WHY THE HELL I GOT A B FOR PA.
that was really out of expectation
:/
i was on the verge of breaking down 
when i got my result slip.
with trembling hands i punched some numbers on ipod to calculate cgpa.
and there 3.5 appeared.
heart stopped beating for a few seconds

TAT i know most of the ppl neglect PA all the time.
i studied so hard for PA paper 1 this time and i got A for the paper.
but a C- for paper 2. i fcuking flunked my paper 2.
CRIES. what went wrong ? :( 
my paper 2 is always better than my paper 1.

I HID MYSELF AT THE JAGA BOOTH 
i stayed away from crowds.
and i just stared at the wall spacing out.
later when shuqi came to look for me , 
i burst into tears upon seeing her.
TAT 
yes , i aimed high very high for PA .
</3 
this B is a heartwrenching B.
family made me feel so touched  T^T
especially dad's " nevermind u tried your very best already"
 NGAW T^T

i shall move on.
this isnt the end yet.
wipes away tears*
and now ive to start applying for courses!

:)
BE POSITIVEEEE.

Sloppy me

我越来越宅了

Yes sloppiness. Call myself a slob cause I wear starwalk tee at home all day. I don't get to dress up myself these days cause I'm not even going out AT ALL.

Rumors bout my idols' comeback or so are constantly flying all over my face. And I find that so annoying would they stop it spreading already. Yes there are always a stench of fangirls with shitty personality in this fandom. I've seen so many ;__;

Talk bout courses :/ still indecisive bout it
Pn ng asked me the other day and that had me speechless. Utterly speechless. I did answer her. Just to fuhin LOL
I've so many other alternative courses in my mind so that's why I can't choose.




Nights.
Flaps arms/ cause I see a sehun :-*

Late night emoness

One fine day i will die from the mixed emotions. T^T yes I'm gonna abuse my blog verbally everydayyyyyy from now on! RAH cause that's the reason I created it?

啊啊啊啊 卧槽 压力山大啊
有没有什么可以解解压！

有！
金钟淫！

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着?!

Kailu forever

SQUEALS AND PULLS HAIR!

Kailu is giving me so much feels tonight ;____; I can't handle it any longer.

Jongin and luhan spotted shopping tgt and having dinner at night.

Who the hell eat dinner that way Luhannie wrapped his arms around Kai's shoulder I'm so done now.

No one ever knows how hard I ship them cause MY SHIP IS SAILING BY ITSELF ALL THE TIME !

I wanna kms RN

Hereby I announce ,

i will make this day a kailu day \(^0^)/

友情真的和爱情一样吗，一旦没经营就会消失？

我曾经以为好朋友毕业后，就算一年见几次面就足够了，
不用天天腻在一块，心事也是累积几个月才来说。
我是不怎么主动的人，可是不代表你发生的事我没看在眼里。
朋友需要我的话我一定不会置之不理。

为什么我还是那么介意？
就连聚餐你也能避开就避。
我知道你避开的理由。
可是我们也是你的老朋友。
一点时间也不愿挤出来吗。

算了，朋友不应该计较谁主动还是不主动。
如果当初两人都被动，朋友就做不成了不是吗。

我希望你还记得我。
还愿意抽出那么一点时间来跟我叙叙旧。

就算我们回不去当初的日子，
可是你还是我珍惜的人。

Read this crackfic some moment ago { Life as zhangyixing's penis }

WTF PWAHAHAHHAHAHA

how is it like to be lay's dick omgggggg

havent done reading cause eyes are so painful 

i face the screen for long hours everyday so thats why >3<

God of hormones, lemme have a jongin :3

why am i so perverted .____.

ever since ive gotten myself into this fandom,

i see so much gheiness and skinship among the members.

then i ended up being so pervy. 

:) Already is a perv before i started to stan exo.

nyahaha

should i write fic someday ? ive the urge to do so.

English isnt that proficient enough to write one , and ive no humour.

so forget bout it. 

AND ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

RESULTS TT^TT 

i fcuked up all maths papers 

omg a C will be possible ? 

im so scared,stress is building up day by day.

wonder when will it lose grip and tower over me.

i will be hysterical by that time.

JEBALLLLL 

shitty GPA will get me into depression

and i have to make up my mind.

to go SCIENCE OR NONSCIENCE !

this is bugging me too much.

i dont know what i want? 

not adamant and firm bout my choice.

TT^TT

This is horrible.

Having much conflicts and dilemma with myself 

before results are out yet.

X.X

AYO BLOGGIE.

at a blink of eye, feb is coming to the end.

life still revolves around me being a unemployed jobless person.

who stay indoors all day online-ing.

i wouldnt call my life a lifeless one.

who wouldnt enjoy holidays? 

To prefer school life or holidays,

i'd choose the latter.

jebal gimme a chance to form a gang. with a group of fangirls.

having the same otp and bias as mine.

Sis's besties are exo stans,but sadly my friends arent.

TT^TT even worse, they dislike kpop.

Their typical non-kpopper thoughts are kinda .___. 
reserved.

" Oh geez is he a girl why is he so girlish " 

" all kpop idols look the same "

" who's uehfsdhgfg their names are giving me headache so forget bout it "

" the song has been replayed so frequent on fm im so bored of kpop "

" why are u so obsessed in idols " 

See.

Im so alone.

so i often drown myself in music.

MUSIC THAT I LOVE /;___;\

if it wasnt music that save my soul,

i'd have died from bottled up feelings.

So ah, back to life,

feel so TORN between the choice of courses.

god please lead me to my path.

i know the results arent even released yet,

but still ive gotta get ready.

to celebrate or to cry.

the rumored date is two weeks away.

MY ANXIETY WILL GET SKYROCKETED when its getting near.

so nervousssssss.

this is so important to my life.

i dont wanna be ruined.

i dont wanna see disappointment in my parents' eyes.

i dont like the feeling of guilt.

im too coward to accept failures i guess.

TT^TT

expect me to blog more these days.

My idols are derps.
My idols are idiots.
my idols are sweeties.
My idols are angels.
My idols,please come into the bowl.
<3

Confession post to Ohsehun.
Right from the start sehun wasnt my first bias.
i even had a hard time to remember how he looks like.
yeah,people often notice him cause hes truly VERY goodlooking.
Hes so friggin cute at the same time.
its true that im attracted by him due to his looks first.
but then as day past by,i found that i love everything bout him.
this is how he ruins my life.
the way he rolls his eyes.
the way he speaks.
the way he performs aegyo.
the way he bullies hyungs.
the way he talks to noona.
the way he reacts to fans' teasing
the way he dances
the way he sticks his lil tongue out
the way he shines on stage
oh my, im so possessed ;___;
i can list out a whole lot more.
To conclude,
i like the way he is.
Sehuna,congrats on your high school graduation.
Ohmija has grown up to become ohdult.
as a fan, im so so SO SO proud of you.
He even got 100marks in his maths paper.T^T cries.
uve always wanted fans to promise you one thing.
that is to stay with you until the very end.
Okay lets stay together forever 
and i will never let go

i love this guy too much.
before my real man bumps into my life,
lemme just love him wholeheartedly.
<3

 Goodnight,baby~

我来冒个泡啦！
蛇年快乐!
嗯，团圆饭还是跟往常一样。
气氛诡异，亲戚生疏，各有各吃。
其实嫲嫲去世后，年夜饭对我而言就不一样了。
仅仅是一个饭局。
可有可无。
我只为了吃。

烦心的还有一个游手好闲的四叔。
每次大家庭聚一起的话题总是围绕他。
因为，他带给我们的问题，是一摞摞。
这样坐吃山空真的更好吗。
人生没多少十年让你颓废浪费。
今年，大家没叫上四叔来一起吃。
饭菜上得很慢，我闷得慌。
叫上堂妹和我妹一起自拍。
其实堂妹虽然和我同岁，
我们一样都是读中六先修班。
照理来说我们本应很亲密无间。
多年以来的疏远其实说明了一切。
我们并不熟络。
谈谈天还可以，深交未必能吧。
甚至我的堂哥堂弟们，打从我知道他们的存在开始，
我们一句话都没说上。
确确实实，我们是陌生人。
身上流着同样血脉的陌生人。

看另一方面，跟妈妈那边的亲戚明显亲近好多。
阿姨舅舅喜欢搞笑，家里很热闹，闹哄哄的。
那天我们一起去餐厅吃煮炒。
饭桌上满满的饭菜，可是每个人都不是先顾自己的胃。
你夹菜给我，我夹菜给你。场面很温馨。
一块扣肉也是让来让去的。

反观爸爸那儿，各顾各吃。
吃得挺没形象，而且夹满满的菜进自己的碗内。
没顾及别人吃了没。
呵呵，家人。
算了吧。每年见一次就好。
反正你们也如此现势和势利眼。

新的一年，我要进步！~
我要更爱我的家人朋友和爱豆。
当然也想找个男友来拍拖`。
20岁人了，青春在流失！！！！！
 谁愿意就来把我带走 T^T

EXO的部分我用华语更.

其实那么夜了,等的粉丝人数没有想象的多.

场面完全是可以被控制的.

四点后,我们的神经开始紧绷,

他们随时都有出来的可能.

我们拿了鹿晗,蕾蕾还有队长的手幅.

 拍了全体认证照.

在VIP通道等他们出来。

跟机场工作的马来警察沟通了一番后。

他们说exo会从这出来。

我们兴奋了好一阵子。他们人好好，帮我们拍照 ，聊天什么的。

我告诉他们我没睡觉没回家一天一夜只为了等他们来！

慢慢的，警察人数变很多！可是韩国警卫不见了！

保姆车都没有一辆！

他们很吊儿郎当的样子，连帽子都没戴，坐在一旁。

他们的笑容很讽刺！！！我们开始问了是真的吗是真的吗，你们没骗我们？！

他们说ADA ADA，CONFIRMED可是样子很心虚！！！！

过后我们听到他说了很大声的一声：ｋｅｓｉａｎ！

我们彻底慌了！明杰看到他在暗搓搓挥手叫我们走！

我们立刻跑掉！去三楼！

奇怪了，没警卫！外面有停着保姆车。六辆。

可是玻璃窗是透明的。　朋友看见ｇｄａ工作人员在外面。

过了老久，粉丝搭电梯走上走下的巡着。

韩站怒那从关内出来了，她们神情很奇怪，异常的平静。

根本就没有要去追ｅｘｏ的样子了，估计她们在里面看够了。

然后一个女人，我不知道她是谁，应该是机场工作人员。

她问我们：korea superstar?　我们说是！

她告诉我们他们在一楼的ｂｕｓ　ｔｅｒｍｉｎａｌ　ｔｒａｉｎ　ｓｔａｔｉｏｎ那边！

就快要离开了。

心脏快要停了当时。为了确定我问她，ｉｓ　ｉｔ　１２　ｂｏｙｓ？她说是！

我们立刻跑去！然后遇到那个韩国朦猪眼警卫！

我们看他进电梯就死活跟着他。

他耍了聪明，按了很多楼。

可是电梯玻璃是透明的，我们看到他真的去一楼！

妈的！上面一大票妹子全被耍了！

我看到新交的朋友站在那儿哭的时候我就知道！

是他们！！！！！！！　Ｔ︿Ｔ

冲去那边的时候，他们在巴士上坐着。窗帘已被关上！

工作人员在置放行李。

我在窗帘的缝隙中看见白贤了！！！！　是白贤啊！！！！！！！

他带着眼镜，貌似有点不开森！

我们在门口疯狂得喊：ＢＡＥＫＨＹＵＮ　ＢＡＥＫＨＹＵＮ　！！！！

 朦猪眼就档着我们，还推了我一下。

我又没有要出去，推什么推，我只是在喊罢了

小可爱看见了，可是他躲开！！！！

心都碎一地了。可能他累了吧。怎么可能不累，从一早就从韩国转机去香港，再来吉隆坡。

 白贤啊！！！　ＴＴ

过后我们胡乱叫一通了。

我一次又一次喊着ＳＥＨＵＮＡ　ＳＥＨＵＮＮＮＮＮＮ　用生命去呐喊。哈哈。

其他朋友们就喊自己的本命！！！！！

世勋从窗帘探头出来看了一下。

我疯了！ＴＴ　北鼻很可爱！灰头发啊！奶白的皮肤！眼睛弯弯的。

可是就只有那一秒！那一秒把我秒死了。

才看到一点点就那么帅，如果能看到整张脸我会一脸血！熬！我的白久　ＴＴ　

车开始启动，他们要走了。

 我们喊破喉咙地叫。意想不到的事发生了！

鹿晗，应该是鹿晗。金黄色的头发的鹿！

他拿了一个好像是兔子的玩偶，跟我们挥手了。

啊！！！！！！！！！！！　

萌碎了！顿时觉得好安慰，鹿爷很萌啊，ｆａｎ　ｓｅｒｖｉｃｅ我们了！！！　激动！！！

看着巴士开走了，还挺失落的。

巴士另外一边的饭给开开比心了，开儿点头回应他！啊！！！！没看到开啊～

还想唱生日歌给他听呢。我儿子！！！！！！　ＴＴ

我们聚在一起聊天。

妹妹的朋友哭了，因为看不见自己的本命。

我们也被情绪感染了，气氛很低落。

挺为他们感到心疼的，很可怜。

可是楼上那大群中国妹子，和马来饭，不是更可怜吗。

她们被人耍，警卫还要放ｄｉｖｉｄｅｒ来制造假象。尼玛。

我们虽然没能看见十二人，但是应该要很满足了。

感谢主！感谢贵人！他们给的暗示和提示我们很珍惜。

回家前我们想好好谢谢他们，可是见不到了。

后来听见有其他妹子也哭了。</3

 遗憾的部分是没能看见十二只。

没关系了，不重要了，知足才会快乐。

我不后悔这两天内如此疯狂得穿梭在机场的每一个角落。

看到了他们后，我更确定了。

我一定！！！一定！！！！！　会去看他们表演。

给他们应援！！！　看着帅气的他们在舞台上发光。

SMTOWN是最有可能的了，今年之内如果他们来的话，我会买票去看。

TT　再等等吧，花心的我不会变心了。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。只爱你们！ＥＸＯ！